My calm is not a coincidence. It’s not something I stumbled into or earned through virtue. It is bought. Paid for. Funded by the frantic effort of others – men stretching, sweating, scrambling to hold still what I allow to float. While you stress over overdrafts and missed deadlines, I exhale. While you juggle payments and priorities, I sip, serene.
My world is quiet because yours is loud. My peace is uninterrupted because yours is constantly pinging. If I seem unbothered, it’s because someone else is burdened. If I don’t flinch, it’s because someone else is flailing. You want to believe that luxury is soft, gentle, passive. But it’s not. It’s brutal – just not to me.
So if I’m unhurried today, if I move through the hours untouched by concern, ask yourself: was that your contribution? Are you the one spinning so I can be still? Or are you just watching, silently, as someone else earns that privilege?